Sometimes I miss the times where fashion and art was enough. I miss the time when it gave me security within myself. This time I'm using it as a way of helping me cope with a lot of the issues that plague my days and destroy my nights. From it I hope to find peace to be able to deal with my own issues, fears, and inhibitions. I knew that trying this out again would be beneficial. And everytime I take a moment to visit it, I'm reminded of the joy I felt and the joy I can feel in life. I'm confident that through finding balance this joy will be something I can keep forever.